Past

Yesterday I received a called from a number that have no register in my phone number directory. It was late 12 am. So I pick up jela, mane tau ade urgent ker..

Then I heard this one voice yang I mmg sangat familiar..One year ago, I pernah lah bercinta dengan lelaki ini for almost 6 months sbb tuh I kenal sangat suara tuh…sape lg si 10 days la…berborak2 kejap tp lepas tuh I letak telefon sbb die dh start nak bukak2 cerita lame..

Then I terima text dr dia..

“Hurmm.. still luv me do u…actlly I nk beytaw I dh single”

Then I reply…

“Past is past lar…I dah takda ape-ape perasaan pada u…”

he text me again…

“I noe u stil ade..

dats y u xsanggup nk recall our history..

tp xpela..at least I tau I still ade dlm ati u.

.dun worry.. xkn propose u again..”

Haha…bullshit ape ni? Perasaan i?I letak sbb rs menyampah pulak bile bercakap dalam telefon dgn dia same jer mcm I dgn 1st love…nak ckp style romantik2 konon...rase meluat pon ade…sori bukan nak berkasar bahasa..i just being honest..dulu kau dah pilih orang yg kau rase lebih baik, pilihan kau untuk tinggalkan aku…sekarang cari balik aku kenape?

“You Restart the song when you miss your favorite part”

haa…mcm tue ker? Sbb tuh dia cr aku balik eh? Kan dah dapat yang terbaik tue…

“Trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumbled it can't be perfect”

yeahhh! I totally agreed wit this quote! It goes same to love...

“love is like a piece of paper,

once it's crumbled it can't b d same anymore"

when it crumbled, i dun think i like the texture now...i will throw it away in d dustbin..haha...!!

At first mmg la i rase sedih nk buang paper yg buruk tuh kan cuz i own it b4...but what 2 do? dia dh xcantik lar so just throw it away jela n i'll find a new one, better one....

"Sometimes someone has to walk out of your life, for someone better to walk in"

and now you will find out the ugly paper gone forever..memang dah tak ada wujud sikit perasaan dekat dia pun… Lagi pun dah hampir setahun..u ingat I nak tunggu2 u ker? This aint d 1st time laki tinggalkan i..dengan 1st love pun dah banyak kali die tinggalkan I, dah cukup dah pengalaman ditinggalkan ni…

“You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have.”

n now I'm strong enough to say I DON’T LOVE U ANYMORE!

AND i ni pon xsengal ok! i check gf die punya fb...masuh terpampang gamba die berdua..huahuahua...sengal tol la...u can't fooled me la....i'm mature enough...sudah2 lah tue..try 2 be loyal boleh x??????????